Carpe Diem

...and when something good finds me So I really want to write something tonight but the ideas I listed these past days don't fit my mood today, but yet I still really want to spill out my thought. Serendipity to me is the nature’s power sent down by God to cheer us up. I want to thank Him for every awesomeness he sends me. Serendipity is when I talk to people who have the same interest with me Serendipity is when my best friend calls me when I least expect it Serendipity is when I find a free lunch box on the dinner table Serendipity is when a patient thanks me because she/he got better and say she likes me Serendipity is when I smile to patients and suddenly they smile at me too Serendipity is when a friend tell her secret to me and since that I am a special person to her Serendipity is when a chat from the person I love pops up on my screen Serendipity is when family await me to be home soon and many more So tod...

A commitment brings consequences. However it's not to prison a person. Learn the consequences. If you like it enough, then commit.  It's not the cost you have to pay. It's the respect you have to put upon your sacred words and the respect to yourself. It shows your quality as a human.

Every passenger in airport awaits for one sure thing: a departure A flight could be delayed or rescheduled but passengers know what are  they  up to: a departure A waiting period for a take-off could be uncertain, just enough or longer, but what’s more certain is the departure Passengers will not spend their life in airport because airport is a temporary stop and they know their final destination   Humans are the passenger, this world is the airport, death is the departure, and afterlife is no doubt, a destination. I currently in love with this analogue: passenger, airport, departure, and destination I put “departure” as a title and yes, it’s a less scarier word for DEATH. Death, it’s a daily repeated event. It even happens more frequent than daily, it could happen every hour, every minute, or every second. It’s even more frequent than our meal time, than our prayer time. Unfortunately, death schedule is not like a flight departu...

She stared long enough at her cellphone, anticipating a reply from his guy friend They barely met each other And then she immersed her head into the pillow Her voice gone hoarse, her eyes were wet She was upset, 'Okaay' was the only reply she got from him When she was expecting more, because he made her so Next evening, another 'she' She booked a day of her female friend to tell everything They finally meet in between errands She didn't want to start but she couldn't stop when she spilled the story out The wall behind her became a refuge and she bursted out He gave her a blur answer She deserved a clear one cause he has been dare enough to start the dialogue She, she will be tougher and she will grow stronger He, he should not dissappoint her and he should be brave

I usually prefer blank papers most.  I can easily draw anything, write in many form of fonts, make any mistake(s) and turn them into something else.  I just can do a lot with a piece of blank paper.  I used to do it in kindergarten, back to the age of 5 years.  No colors were restricted, I could color and write at the same time. I could use crayons, color pencil, pen, anything Eraser was introduced later, to correct, or to replace? Or to cover mistakes? Could we just ignore eraser, and accepting that we did mistakes and write the corrections just right there? And then elementary school began Ruled papers were then introduced To train the students to write neatly, to teach me the consistence of hand-writing fonts Until now and forever in life But what if, um no no, I meant can I just prefer blank paper, for any use It indeed let me free to write and draw about just any ideas Though everything in this universe needs to be balanced Th...

Yes, 2016 has been a ....... year. Wait, what kind of year my 2016 is? I will break it down into months. January : Nothing special. Was currently in internal medicine rotation. February : Nanda was not getting better. March : Nanda passed away. This was a novel life lesson for me. And you know what I miss her so much. April : My 24th birthday. I reached this age hoping that my road to 25th will be a lot better. May : My obgyn rotation. June : I had good times in jejaring. July : UKMPPD. By this time I realized I should have learned in smarter ways, I never regret anything though but it’s another life lessons for sure. August : I passed the exit exam. Yes, time to exit this school. This exit exam really comprehended my knowledges. How could it be not? September : I was almost welcomed by an ophtalmologist as her research assistant. But Allah instead placed me in a better place. I still dream to be an ophtalmologist though, it’s just I have to ride different ...